i have my nightmare a reality

Dear bloggie, today I failed my law test. I don't know how I did it. Well, in my school exams previously, I did fail once in a blue moon when I was in form 5 and that was AddMaths paper 1. But all in all, added up with paper 2 I still had the pass. I never had a red pen written in my report book from primary school to secondary. Even PSV (drawing), I never fail. Okay, I admit I love drawings but no one knows it because I have no time to draw due to the busy routines. Only my mum knows I draw well. Maybe I should post some of my drawings here ? Maybe I would think of that since I can't show it to teacher to get praises anymore. One day, I would. I love drawings sceneries like a tree clearly with the leaves and then blackening and shadowing.

Maybe I should come up with some drawings soon as I got nothing to do now except for work and work. So, back to the topic. I failed m law test and I felt unspoken when I saw the word "gagal" on the screen. wtf ?

Alright, I didn't really read carefully into the book and the exercise. Just briefly and that's it. I failed. I never hear my friend saying that they failed their law test but only the driving test. How can God did this to me. Take back my word, I think it's my owh fault. God never cares whether you pass your law test or not. Sigh, really bullshit for me. Family members keep laughing and teasing me.

I think that's all. I felt so disappointed as you see the onion head was doing. with dark clouds. Today really fit me well. Raining whole day and I failed !!!!!!!