before I dozed off . . .

Hi, what's up friends.

I feel great to have some time to update my blog. Actually I have hell lot of times to update but I just have no idea on what should I dump inside this post. Practically you see, it's just another random post. If you want to read, keep reading.

Do you think my emotion is like this ??

or this ??

or perhaps this ???

I guess that's generally in my head in these three months . Feeling insecure, impatient running down my throat every time I think of the results. Stpm was out yesterday while any day from now on are bound to be the nightmare/sweet day ?

I really hate this feeling.insecure.

I had this before but this time it is really really ................ blah, I don't know how to describe this

well, things are always as always. Work work work. Boring because I don't like my job.

I am really hoping to study as soon as possible :D

in the end, excited?nervous?insecure? anything. I don't know how to portray my feelings using words right now. Bye, I got to go :D

Anyway, I really HOPE that I could get what I want on that day . Of course, the best.

the advantage of "the best"

may no need to spend my parents money to further my studies if I got a scholarship because I know I need it.

compliments from people.

some cash perhaps.

and many many more.

but there are/is disadvantages/- too.

stressful life onwards

might be crazy on the journey

and more unpredictable stuff.