first of august.

I am deeply saddened by the ordeal that I faced today. It's all about my test.

When I looked over at my friend's marks, they are better than me. I felt outcast-ed. Seriously, even though I smiled, but I feel something bitter down my throat.

All I want is to get a good result and let my parents see it. Seriously, I don't want to failed any subjects.

p/s: I really wanna go home ! 38 more days .