Demanding !

It is nearly dawn,

I am telling myself to stay hardworking, work hard and smart for what I want.

I am punishing myself for being extra arrogant and for being bad girl because of certain thing I did.

I am promising myself not to be a bad tempered girl.

I am asking myself not to be easily affected by all the creations in life.

I am asking for forgiveness when I did something wrong.

I am asking God for a better and mature me. 

I needed some advices to keep me awake from all devils around me.

I am praying for everyone.

I am praying for the God's destiny that forgiving is a choice that should be made when she realizes her mistakes.